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About Me Member Pencil Artist kisa-sohma-190015/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Egh.

Sun Jan 4, 2009, 3:33 AM
Can't sleep again... I've been up since around three this morning and I can't really concentrate on anything which tells me I needed that damn sleep...

Y'know what it is? I finally went into vacation mode...

Anyways, PMS monster is attacking me and I feel like shit anyways so it doesn't really matter that I'm growing immune to the meds.

Speaking of which, I DID end up going to see the doc about it. It was mostly just a check up. At the time, I had started to feel better, but now it's back downhill. I got a needle shoved in my arm so they could check out the insulin levels which came back closer to the normal 20 rather than the 60 that I had before... I'm happy about it... I guess. I'm even happier to know that I lost 15 lbs. since I last visited... Huzzah.

So... It's true... I really am a dumbass.

FOURTH FUCKING TIME!!! This is exactly what I promised myself would never happen! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!! Really, I just can't keep that promise to myself!!! But, BUT! This time I told him, I fucking TOLD him that I wouldn't wait around forever, and hopefully he'll keep that in mind.

Song of the Day:

The Crow and the Butterfly by Shinedown

I painted your room at midnight
So I'd know yesterday was over
I put all your books on the top shelf
Even the one with the four leaf clover

Man, I'm getting older
I took all your pictures off the wall
And wrapped them in a newspaper blanket
I haven't slept in what seems like a century
And now I can barely breathe

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Your words still serenade me
Your lullabies won't let me sleep
I've never heard such a haunting melody
Oh, it's killing me
You know I can barely breathe

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just a little too late

  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: (Sound of Madness) Shinedown
  • Reading: Old posts
  • Watching: the blood rushing to my head and from my wrists...
  • Playing: Nuthin'...
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Coke...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: My mind... Oh wait... I moved outta there a week ago...
  • Interests: Music, drawing, literature both writing and reading.
  • Favourite movie: The Invisible
  • Favourite band or musician: RED or Drowning Pool or 10 Years
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal
  • Favourite artist: Arina Tanemaura
  • Favourite poet or writer: Cornelia Funke or Laurie Faria Stolarz
  • Favourite style of art: Any type really.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: I don't have a mp3 player anymore.
  • Shell of choice: Broke my shell, darling.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Futurama
  • Skin of choice: My own?
  • Favourite game: Castlevania: Curse of Darkness
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Felix the Cat
  • Personal Quote: "Did I ask you opinion? Noooooooo, so shut up!"
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, paper both lined and blank....

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Comments


:icontheblueplanet:
Thanks for the devwatch!

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--BP
:iconkisa-sohma-1900:
Anytime!

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"Turn away from the ones who hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile you're coming undone
I could bleed for a smile; could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone" Seether - Walk Away from the Sun
:iconblaze7the7cat:
Thank you for the watch!!!

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99% of anime fans obsess over naruto, if you are of the few who can name 3 animes that are better, list them.Megaman NT Warrior, Yu-Gi-Oh!, and Digimon adventure are 1000X better than Naruto!!!!!!!![link]
:iconkisa-sohma-1900:
Anytime!

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"Turn away from the ones who hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile you're coming undone
I could bleed for a smile; could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone" Seether - Walk Away from the Sun
:iconsweetyluli:
Thanx for the watch^^

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An artist is never satisfied with their work
CHEAP COMMISONS!!!
:iconkisa-sohma-1900:
Yea, no problem. There was an old list of my old watchers... You're name was on it...

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"Turn away from the ones who hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile you're coming undone
I could bleed for a smile; could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone" Seether - Walk Away from the Sun
:iconsweetyluli:
Nice:D I'm glad you re-watched me^^

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An artist is never satisfied with their work
CHEAP COMMISONS!!!
:iconkisa-sohma-1900:
Anytime. Lol.

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"Turn away from the ones who hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile you're coming undone
I could bleed for a smile; could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone" Seether - Walk Away from the Sun
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:iconbballking583:
why do you have to leave me
why

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"The synthesis of pure calming food, is breathing pure air, listening to good sounds, looking at good sights, and touching pure objects." -Sri Sathya Sai Baba
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